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j'ai besoin d'une deuxième chance - LiveJournal.com
why hello internet...
i think i am a lot happier than i was when i posted in this regularly...but not that happy. i went back and read a bunch of random stuff i wrote in here. i guess i should export it or something so i can look back when i am old and laugh and laugh... or cry.
something i wrote about in like 2005 came true! the really horrible one! yay!
so anyway. i made an entry. w00t
if for some reason you're reading the older stuff there might seem to be big gaps in here. i made a bunch of stuff about someone private. i don't remember when. i'm not gonna go back and fix it cause...well...i don't care? but anyway sometimes i may address a previous entry that isn't actually viewable...deal.
shine on you crazy packets.
did benny delete the comment i made? that's weird.
i got in a snowball fight with an exchange student named Sri today. he didn't really know what a snowball was and why it was fun to fight with them so I showed him. he lost pretty badly but he seemed to be having fun. we then proceeded to throw icicles at stuff. it was a pretty good time but we almost hit some girl when she came out of the Civil Engineering building and she was pretty pissed.
i miss the winters in new hampshire when i was a kid since when school got cancelled it meant you could do whatever you want all day. i want to go sledding but I have a project meeting at 1. It's for my Comp Sci class and we just found out that we might have been wrong about something the whole time we were writing the paper. which explains why we couldn't get the last thing to work but it also means we have to come up with a new presentation by Finals which are 10 days away.
Alec might be fixing my car so he can drive it to Florida. I'd pay him back for most of it but he'll be footing the initial bill. alec has big feets.
If I lived in a post-apocalyptic retro-future and a dog started following me around and fighting my enemies... i'd be okay with it. as long as i had a super sledge.
it's livejournal!!
damn, i haven't written in this in a while but I was checking out Benny's journal and I figured I'd be in on the (old)newest community ever!
We were doing the Halting Problem today in Automata theory. The standard proof for non-computability involved Cantor's Diagonalization argument. Doesn't the machine you generate from this need an infinite set of rules since it contains infinitely many Turing Machines? What's the deal?
I can't wait to go home for x-mouse!
this is a pretty lame return-entry. but i am at work...
so thanks to the OURE program I guess I might be getting a small grant(like $1000) to do some research over the summer.... now if i only had something to research.
we're having our first A-Calc 2 test Friday and I can't really seem to study for it. I just don't really know what out of the Topology stuff will be useful for any of the proofs he might give us. Except of course for the n-dimensional Heine-Borel theorem and the Bolzano-Weierstrass theorem. I want a Theorem named after me! screw the Levine-O'Sullivan Algorithm. what kind of idiot wants an algorithm named after them. seriously.
i am bored
i hate couples.
i need to go to sleep. eventually.
so yeah. with the help of aderol, coffe and some good old fashioned know-how my finals are competely done. now just waiting for the results to come in.
this semester was weird all in all. my grades aren't really all that they should be but i'm not exactly sure what the problem was. I guess I might've relaxed this semester or wasn't focusing on school for some reason. still. not failing anything. could possibly pull at least a B in everything(via a miracle A on my Advanced Calculus test). I'm taking less courses next semester(and a literature one...buttah) so I should improve. I'm just getting ready to pack it up and get headed northward for the chilly holidays. cider and nog here I come. and maybe a Nintendo DS. if santa loves me.
later packets
i'm stuck in the lab right now studying for my A-calc test...which is in 1hour and 15minutes I've been reading the same definitions over and over again that they're starting to mean nothing. i should go to the gas station and get more coffee...it's raining. i want to go to bread co. and get some food but it's too damn expensive. i used to eat there a lot. i have homework due tommorrow in Numerical Meth and I don't know what it is... eh, this is just a diversion.
quizzes will help me sleep....
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this isn't working....
i hate you.
"They argued with God the way you argue with somebody who's so close to you that you love so much, that you can really fight. You know how the more you love someone, the more you can get angry with them, and when you have a reconciliation, the more close you become than ever. Something like that happens in the course of this piece."
Leonard Bernstein, commentary on Kaddish
i read this on the back of the CD i'm entering into the classical music database at work. it's a pretty good symphony(Kaddish). i hope bernstein knows what he's talking about.
this thing is weird.
l8r g8r
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c'mon baby, scream!
so i'm listening to : Halloween Hootenanny. It's a surf/psychobilly/punk album i bought the first time i went to UMR. I had some big plans for a Logan's Run halloween costume extravaganza but a bunch of stuff fell through. I don't think Steph would wear a light green dress and a crystal on her hand if i asked her to. Scott is working so he can't be a Sandman. Alec is just an idiot. I don't have any money for a costume. I had to take a loan out today from the UMR financial aid office. I might have to put my car payment on my credit card. I got a 70 on my physics test today. There's no one around to hang out with. Still all in all I guess I feel okay. I'm getting the money i need. I'm straightening out most of my classes. Linear Algebra still sucks. I need a little bit of money but not much. I still wish Steph wanted to hang out. I wonder what she's going to do now that she's graduating early. we never talk any more. I'm gonna go do some Advanced Calculus homework and listen to more psychobilly surf creepiness. I want some coffee.
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