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Hi everyone that reads my journal.
This is going to be my last post for awhile. I thought posting online was awesome when no one was reading, but now I don't hardly ever post anymore because I feel I can't speak honestly, and what I say gets me into trouble. So I am returning to the traditional, paper diary format. I got me a pretty little journal, and I'll only be posting here sporadically in a social manner.
Bye bye.
Megan Laurel
I think I'm going to quit Ragtime. I got the summer desk assistant job, plus I have the TA thing for museum camp in June and July and August, and I just don't think I can make the show a priority. I don't really want to make the show a priority. It already feels like work, and I already have two jobs for this summer.
Blah. My tummy hurts. every time I eat these days, I feel a little sick. I just got back from lunch. I had turkey and mashed potatoes and gravy and a bowl of Lucky Charms. I think it was the Lucky Charms that made me feel sick. Blah.
One more day of classes. The only thing I really have to do is my final recital for piano class. I can play "Fur Elise" almost good, but I haven't even looked at my second piece. I need to do that all this weekend. Blah.
Haven't updated in more than a week. Not really much to say. Umm. I was supposed to have lunch with Jacob on Saturday, but didn't. Spent Friday night at Enrique's after I had too muh to drink at Sarah T.'s birthday surprise. Tomorrow I have my written part of my Spanish final (eeeshk!). Then the speaking test is on Friday. I aced my Art History slide quiz this morning. Haven't gotten back our papers yet. Hopefully I did really well. Soooo tired. Am talking to Kenny who is over at OSU. Then I think I will take a nappy-nap nap. Yummy naps.
So. I went home for the weekend, since it was Easter. That was nice. I slept late and stayed up into the wee hours of the morning watching apocolypse specials on the history channel. I also watched the whole first season of Buffy, the Vampire Slayer (Enrique would be so proud). I went to church on Sunday for the first time in, oh, forever. Saw some old friends. I got the Beatles' White Album, I felt it was time. I also got the "new" White Stripes album, Elephant. I haven't listened to either of them yet, cuz my computer is being a bitch. I really really need to get it fixed over the summer. I think I'll probably take it apart today, since it is of absolutely no use sitting running on my desk. Found out Jacob is getting married on May 16th. This May 16th. Ew. Totally freaked me out. I mean, they haven't even known one another for a year, and in a month he'll be married? I mean, he hasn't even been faithful to her in the last six weeks! Argh. I hate men. Remind me never to get married.
No, scratch that, we all know Megan wants to get married. But she is very very glad it isn't Jacob whom she's getting married to. Yeehaw.
Daniel thought I should tell Betty about everything before they get married. I thought about it, a LOT, but it just seems like a bad idea. I mean, it's over, no one's really hurt. I don't feel bad. Betty doesn't feel bad. The only one who should feel bad is Jacob the Slimeball. And yeah, maybe Betty should know her fiance is a slimeball, but I don't think it's that important. I'm out of his life, probably never gunna happen again, so...who cares?
Not me.
I just went over to Zink to turn in my entry for the Freshman Essay Contest. First I walked around the whole third floor because I couldn't find which room I was looking for. ALthough it was the first room I saw, I just didn't see the number. All I saw was I looked in the room and there was Jacob, sitting at a desk. I guess that's where he works. But yeah. All I wanted to do was avoid that room entirely. But I walked the circle, and went oh, look, room 365. How wonderful. Luckily when I walked in, this cute little lady swept down on me and took my paper and kept calling me a dear so I could make an unobtrusive exit. As unobtrusive as is possible when both he and I look like deers caught in headlights. Then I walked the circle again cuz I couldn't find the stairs. I popped my head back in, asked, and they were like, right next to the office. Looked very clever. Anyway. That's it. I came back to the library where I had been sitting next to Enrique. He asked what was wrong. Apparently he can tell when I'm a tid bit upset. It's nice.
I have my schedule for next year together. I'm taking:
Business and Society
Survey of Arts History I
Arts Practicum - Student Gallery
Class Piano 2
Musical Experience
Business Information Technology (Again)
Arts Experience
Intermediate Spanish 2
well, last night was pretty crazy. i din't get into bed until after 4 a.m., and didn't get back in my room until after 3:30 a.m. I went over to Enrique's to get "Pieces of April", cuz I left it over there. I stayed and watched cut scenes from "Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back" until 9, when they had....SUSHI NIGHT!!!! Sushi from Fuji down in the Lobby. Woo!!! It was quite an awesome surprise. Then I went back to my room at aroun 9:30 to promptly recieve a call from Enrique asking me to come back and help him with lines. So I did that, then we talked all about, well, everything. How I was mad about his post and about him and Veronica, and my philosophy on the transitiony-ness of our lives right now, blah blah blah. Anyway. Then we were going to go get Whataburger and return "The Order" to blockbuster. But his car battery was dead (again), so we got someone to jump it and then we went to...ummm..Quiktrip to get gas and then drove around for like, 2 hours looking at the fancy old houses and picking out ones we liked and talking about where we'd want to live when we grow up. And Enrique kept saying "we'd" do this or "let's" do that in reference to houses, then talked about names for the twin babies we're apparently going to have. He names one, I name the other...hmmm. It was rather odd, but quite nice, I guess. We had also earlier talked about him coming to Jacob's wedding with me if I get invited. And how he might go with me to talk to Jacob and be there for moral support. Who knows. And I'm supposed to go back to Crowley with him for a few days after school lets out, and I can go visit my dad. Ok, and then we took the movie back to Blockbuster and drove home. Yay. It was a fun yet surreal evening. And I'm very tired.
*EDIT*: I woke up at two this afternoon to a phone call from Mark Bernhardt, the guy hiring people for the summer positions. He wanted to do a phone interview. So I was like, half-awake and trying to make up "clear and precise" directions from the John MAbee hall to Mabee Gym. Blah. It was bad.
well, slept through my history and piano classes today. i have a piano test on wednesday, hope i do well on that. went to spanish, though. the benefit of getting up late is time to do my hair and makeup all pretty through my class, then be pretty and happy for the rest of the day.
brittany and i are supposed to go to the fitness center together at 4. hopefully we aren't lazy and we get our asses over there.
tonight sarah turner is having a birthday thing. may or may not go, not sure yet. we'll see.
called enrique last night to tell him i got "pieces of april" from blockbuster in case he wanted to see it. again, every time i call him, it sounds like i'm bothering him. granted, he was doing some homework, and i could just be being oversensitive, but still. i guess i just won't call him anymore.
i have a new cell phone. ugly. boo. no pretty color screen or sunflower background. but it does have "snake" on it, so that's awesome.
guess i'll head over to my room and clean things up a bit.
So, last night was Enrique's party thing. cool. I had had my first "Ragtime" rehearsal till five, and then went home and straightened my hair and ate some food and bought Enrique a plant for his room. Brittany called that Enrique wanted us to come over early to help set up, so I rushed back over here to get there by 7, but we took forever getting ready, so weren't there till 7:15. Anyway. Alot of different people showed up, some passing through. The people who stayed the whole time were me, Brittany, Miranda, and Grant. Some people I didn't know were there while we watched "Rear Window" (nothing makes a party like a good Hitchcock film). Sarah and Jeremy were there for awhile. Doriean and Jenna and some of their friends stopped by after Battle of the Bands. I stayed to help clean up, and me and Enrique started watching "The Order" (Heath Ledger...yum). Enrique said Jenna was the kind of girl he could see himself dating. Of course, he tiptoed around saying it, like I'm a fragile little thing that'll crack if he says another girl is attractive to him.
I decided not to get into the whole thing about his blog post with him. It's silly. So what if he doesn't feel "that way" right now? We've got years ahead for things to work out. I really just think we belong together in the long run. We've both lost this huge love in our lives because certain people couldn't be what we wanted them to be. I just think we can be for each other what they wouldn't. Be. Yes, definitely.
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