I meant to post sooner but I got very busy with life and all... Kept wanting to post but didn't have much more than 2s to myself, unless I was poopin :) then I took time to myself! Lol. I am so tired I hate springing forward in that regard. Otherwise the extra sun time was good

Spent some time outside today at local NAACP4haiti concert day. Very nice!! Had some good food and snowcone and got some sun!

Gonna chill in bed till I fall asleep. Goodnight world!

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Josh got miffed too. at least I'm not crazy. I tried my best to be polite and I end up bored. Lonely. Sick to my stomache.

I just decided to lay in bed. I want to go do something but if I can't calm down I'm just gonna be crying all over town and that's not pretty.

I am overwhelmingly depressed, with a touch of uber pissed off.

I hate that I'm not being productive either! Unless it involves stabbing, kicking, punching, or crying... I wouldn't be much good right now. Maybe I could hire myself out to the mafia for the night!

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I feel like I want to drink a shitload of alchohol and pass out... But unfortch for me we don't keep alcohol in the house. At least not the good stuff.

Yeah so Josh was like just ask them what they are doing... Say you're bored and they will invite you over. I did - they didn't. He was like ... Oh.

So yeah, ready to scrap the whole thing now.

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It didn't take long.

Less than a week and I'm on outsider status. I would love to just vent how much I hate her but it would be a waste of time.

I mean seriously? Seriously.

I don't have oxygen for this.

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Watching the oscars... It's been fun so far. Wouldve liked for imaginarium to get something, just cuz. I miss Heath.

Cool that UP got awards - too many good animated movies though!

Sam from avatar is hot, I'll have to add him to my list. How funny was Ben stiller?? "I see you" LOL

I can't wait to see who wins best actor/actress and movie!

Meanwhile I'm trying not to be jealous that my "best friend" is spending tons of time with my new friends. I want to hang out with them... But if I hang out with them without her she gets all pissy. Gah! Is that what I get for being almost 26 and being friends with a 20 year old? Sometimes it's like I just wanna stab myself in the eyes or ears or... Just stab something. Led to kind of a blowout at walmart on wednesday and Josh did me a favor and told her I needded space - but she took it as space from everyone! Ugh. I'm just tired of her drama and clinginess and tension. She weighs me down... I need chill people! I work with drama all day!! I have no patience for her anymore. Josh says I can't tell when she's kidding - well if she acts pissy all the time , how am I supposes to tell?

And just so everyone knows it's not cuz I have new friends! She was getting on my nerves a long time before. I got these new friends as an effort to make our friendship last by giving us some different ppl to hang out with.

Sooo I'm really looking forward to her graduation!

I kinda feel bad about it - but I need to vent somewhere!!!!!!

I need to work out more. I am soo fat and tired all the time.

I added some excitement to my life... But sometimes idk about it since when it's not around it's like *crack addict twitching* and I get all irritable. Lol I have no idea.

So Why is rpatz not at the oscars?!?

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Let's see if this double posts

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Good morning.. I really should be in the shower by now but I'll make it quick.

Good thing I work in nursery today. I'm sleepy...

The other day I had to get up at 3 am to go to Tallahassee. I didn't go to bed till 1 am the night before. Yeah zombified for sure!
Kesha is the only thing that kept me awake!

It's really interesting when you have a new friend and they mention someone they knew and that they seemed a little creepy... And when you realize you knew that person too and the utter extent of their creepiness.

Idk about telling about their creepiness since it's not anytime in the foreseeable future that we might meet them. Kinda worried about posting on myspace though!

Anyway I should def be getting ready. Later

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So let's see how this works.

I have been ever so meaning to write in this thing... Just a place to vent again... But it's hard to take the time to sit down and post. From my phone? That should really help things.

I know I've been gone for so long... To catch up seems a daunting task.

All I want to say for tonight : I love my husband ... But my close friend is still managing to annoy me even though she's giving me space! Haha. Not sure I want to see her tommorrow. Or ever! Not that it's that bad, I just don't care much.

Wow I just realized I wrote that all through clenched teeth! Ow!

Yes... It will be nice to be back.

Venting... There's an app for that!

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